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Revenge
I've often wondered, even wrote about it before on this blog. Yea, I'm a bad man, not a good husband, cheating, lying..breaking vows- all those things.And now this hurricane thing - is this revenge? Is it some omnipotent being getting even with me?
I've had my share of tragedies- both person, familial and occupational. I've persevered..but, I often wonder..is it me? Am I being targeted by the "great and powerful" for my indiscretions?
Yea, I know - there probably isn't much that's great and powerful up there...
but, still, why me?
7 comments:
Stop beating yourself up. You have
so much and don't realize it.
We all have tradgies in our lives,
and get through the good and the
bad. Listen they have problems in
the convents the local churches and
many things we never know of. Take
the blessings of your wife and children and embrace them all, our
sins are not as bad as they seem.
You have been Blessed with Much...
Do you seriously believe for a second that people have died, that 1000's have lost their homes, that 100's of thousands have been displaced or disturbed because of your philandering?
You're either the most egocentric guy in the area, an anomaly that draws bad events to you (but you might have seen evidence of this prior to Sandy) or you're just over thinking this and forgetting that SHIT HAPPENS all the time, life goes on, deal with it.
It's pretty normal to have these types of thoughts. We all have those moments when we wonder "why me?" And, you know what? Sure, there are probably plenty of others who are worse off, or have faced tragedies much worse than our own, but we are entitled to concentrate on the self once in a while and wallow in self pity - so long as we recognize it as such and are able to claw our way out again. Otherwise, it can turn into depression - which can feed on itself and worsen.
So, take the needed time to lick your wounds and heal.
"The rain falleth on the just and the unjust." So, no, the Hurricane wasn't sent specifically on order to call you to repentance. On the other hand, what would it hurt to put your compulsion to have sex with random men on hold for a while to focus on your family, and see whether things in general don't start getting better for you?
That sounds a little self centered. Not everything revolves around you. Plus, God does not take revenge on anyone, if he did, you would be gone.
Ya serious or do you have nothing else to say... Self Centered is probably the reason why you have been feeling the way you have, not because of God.... I think at this stage you should have been doing some serious reflection on your life and realize you and only you can make the change for the betterment of your Wife and innocent children... how much more can they take?
You need a therapist or a psychiatrist; they will undoubtedly diagnose severe narcissistic personality disorder, and maybe you will get some help. You are a mess, you will destroy your family, and you only feel pity for yourself. Sad.
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