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Is Anybody Out There?
Yes, I have thought about David often - not in a sexual way, but in a regretful way. Regretting how things ended. Looking back, now, given my maturity, my knowledge, my myriad of sexual experiences, I understand that David probably felt differently about our times together than I did.At the time I was a college freshman. Immature, inexperienced. This guy had gotten naked in front of me...and I in front of him. We had touched each other..jerked each other off, I felt another man's cock..and I liked it. He put his lips on my cock, blew me..I came in his mouth. Yet, I went back to my dorm room and acted the totally straight part. I pursued and dated girls. It was all a little confusing.
I often looked up David on the web. Googled his name. Looked for him in campus directories. Websites, Facebook. Never have I been able to find any inkling of what happened to him. I had questions, I wanted to know. More importantly, I wanted to apologize.
Then, after numerous times of checking, I found someone who lived on the West coast. About the right age, went to the same school..but the picture didn't look like the tall blond buff guy I had known. I mean, it was the same name..but it wouldn't be the first time that I had been mistaken. Could this be him? I friend him..and wait.About a month later, I get a message that I've been added to David's contacts. The door is open..is this the same David I had known?
7 comments:
creeper... stick with the anonymous young boys.... I am sure his Eyebrows or something silly will be wrong with him
I've often wondered about a high school friend of mine. He'd tried to get me interested and I demured, playing the totally straight role as well - don't know why since I'd had plenty of mutual jacking with friends before. We both eventually married - he got divorced, came out of the closet, and - so I've heard - had a sex change!
I've tried looking for him (her) to no avail.
Well since he added you as a friend, you will have to ask if he is the guy you knew in college. Then you can square up with him, if it is.
So...was it? It is amazing how much our "first" remains with us for the rest of our life. It is amazing to see how far we have come since they have been involved in our life. Pretty cool, I like your words.
How exciting!
BlkJack
My first was from my school days as well...and I've never been able to find him in the years since my family moved away to another city where I finished my education. I've often wondered about him....and what became of him.
Good luck with this!
Tim from MO
I think most of us have our "David." I had a co-worker while in my early 20's that would want to come over, but would always ask if my roommate would be gone. I really liked him and wished "something" would eventually happen. Finally, after numerous visits, and a couple drinks, he just said that he like to be spanked prior to "fooling around." I found that hot. We talked some more, but I was so flustered the my "wish" was coming a reality, I sort of deferred on any action. Before he left for college, we visited a few more times, but nothing came of anything as the topic never came up again. Woulda...coulda...shoulda!
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