Deja Vu!

Is it me, or does my life just go round and round? It's like history is bound to repeat itself!

This week, I get an IM from Model Boy..remember him? (Model Behavior) He is in New York, and still holds me in high regard...jeez.  He's a former A&F model, supposedly a budding actor and still pining for me? It's weird..always thought it was.

Instead of beating around the bush, I came clean..told him what I thought was going on with him.

"Frankly, you weird-ed me out. I mean, it was almost winter time, and you asked me over. I walked in to your house, saw the shambles of a crack house you live in, walked upstairs to your room, which had no door on it. You were in your bed, out like a light..windows open.  It was freezing in there.  The bathroom had no running water. I swear I thought I was in a drug den.  I was freaked."

"Drugs! God, I don't do drugs! I smoke pot - but that's all. I don't do drugs!" he said.

I mean..I had a bad feeling.  But, did I get the wrong impression of this guy back then? He seems honest, I know he's hot..and he always seems to pop up to talk to me..

Who knows..it's so hard to really know a persons intentions...