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The Meat Racket
Things haven't changed much in the dating scene since I've been away. There are the same guys (really the SAME guys!) looking for the same, innocuous, strings-free, nasty, dirty sex. No relationships...no commitments, nothing.
Funny, there was this guy I use to see on the sites, and he chatted me up pretty recently since I went back on. All of a sudden, he was into meeting, gave me his number. He told me he wanted me to fuck him, and fuck him hard. "I'm not really looking for that" I told him. "I''m kinda looking for a relationship, a buddy, someone to have a long term things with."
"That's cool, totally. I'd be into that too." he responded. Hmm..maybe we have a connection here I thought.
Later that day, I see him online again. This time, in a room with cams. He puts on his cam and he's jerking off. Hot body, amazing cock. Then he's getting verbal..sounds ..rough, slapping his ass...
"Just so you know, I'm not really into the aggressive shit." I explain. Seems like all guys are into rough, aggressive sex. "I'd love to find someone to make out, lay together, more gentle, fun, sensual sex." I tell him.
"Cool. I can do that." he says.
Then I see he takes out this, maybe a 12, 13 inch glass dildo. Inserts it into his ass as he moans and groans. Hot? Yea..I admit I didn't turn off the cam. But, someone I want to hang with and have a relationship with? Don't think so.
4 comments:
Sounds like that guy could go from cuddling to fisting real quick. I dunno how happy he'd be after a while if you could not match his excitement. It must be rough to meet guys to have a 'normal' relationship with when it comes to a relationship... and sex.
BLM: It's good that your better judgement prevailed. This guy sounds like someone willing to tell you whatever you wanted to hear just to ensnare you. You know what you want and it is not this. Your horniness momentarily took over the lust you felt but this guy and others like him sound like users, you know it won't be ultimately satisfying for you. Why put yourself into temptations that threaten to simply recreate cycles that offer you no solution?
I hate that. I know so many guys who are like, it drives me insane. And many of these same guys tell me that I'm just not date'able either. I always think, "What? You can fuck me but not date me?" I just don't get it!
You need a friend with benefits. He doesn't have to be hot or ueber-sexy. Just nice, with a nice smile -- someone who cares, who'll cuddle you and hold you when you're down, and who'll care about you not just his own pleasure.
Good luck. I never found a guy like that. Oh, I could get sex easy, still can. But love? Nah.
But I know there are guys who find love, even if it's not transcending overpowering love. Just not me. Alas.
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